Friday, February 28, 2014

Recent excursions: Suizenji Park and Yamaga.

Been busy lately, lots of craziness with the end of the school year and preparing for aforementioned changes. But while I repeat Isaiah 40:31 to myself, here are some photos of the blessings I've received in the midst of it all, from those precious days off.

Tuesday, February 11 was a national holiday, so I went with Brent to see the plum blossoms at Suizenji Park in town. Some trees were in full bloom; others were just barely starting to bud.

Plum trees.

A sure sign that spring is coming.

Suizenji Park, Izumi Shrine at center.

Then, last Saturday, Caroline and I were graciously shown around the town of Yamaga, an hour or two north of Kumamoto, by her friend. Yamaga was in the midst of their annual "Lantern Romance" festival, when the whole downtown area is decorated with paper umbrellas and cut-away bamboo, which are all illuminated at night.

Umbrella display before dark.

Kongōjō Temple in Yamaga, set up for the festival.

The local junior high held a charity concert in the town plaza to support the city of Fukushima.

Bamboo with candles in them like this lined the main street.
Some were arranged into shapes, like this...

...or this!

Bamboo and umbrellas illuminated.

More umbrellas and bamboo lanterns.

Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Isaiah 40:28-31 (NIV)

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Winter break highlights and Happy New Year!

With the new year comes many changes, not the least of which is a brand-new Kumamoto J-3. We welcomed Brent into our little family at a party a couple of weeks ago (which, incidentally, marked the halfway point for Morgan, Caroline, and me). He's still in orientation but will start full teaching at Luther when the new school year starts in April.

Yōkoso, Brent! (From L to R: Morgan, Patrick, Brent, me, Caroline.)

Other highlights from the past month:

Attending a Christmas Eve service in California.
Technology is astounding.
Well... not quite. But thanks to mobile technology, spur-of-the-moment ideas, and the fact that my home church has Wi-Fi, I was able to Skype into my home church's 7pm Christmas Eve service from Japan at noon on Christmas Day. (Special thanks to my older brother, who held the tablet over his head the whole service so I could see.) It was a surreal and moving experience, singing with my home congregation in California in the early afternoon Japan sunshine. I even managed to close my curtains and dig a candle and holder out in time to join in the final candlelit rendition of "Joy to the World."

Boxi Rocks!
Not your usual rock band. Or your
usual pastors.
This is the rock band founded by Sekino-sensei, pastor of Tokyo Lutheran, featuring two pastors and a seminarian who's currently serving in Kumamoto. "Boxi" is an alternate spelling of bokushi, Japanese for "pastor." They had their first Kumamoto live show a couple days after Christmas at Murozono Church, one of the Lutheran churches in town, and I thought they were going to bring the rafters down! Guest vocalists included Murozono's pastor Nishikawa-sensei (a former seminary classmate of Sekino-sensei) and Luther's chaplain Choi-sensei. I bought a t-shirt after the concert (no CDs yet, unfortunately). Their logo is... interesting, to say the least. The design on the bass drum is actually the emblem of the Japan Evangelical Lutheran Church:

Luther on bass, Calvin on guitar, and... Jesus on drums.
(Does anyone recognize the one on the left? We haven't been able to figure out who he is.)

Costco!
Look familiar?
Thanks to some generous friends, I had the opportunity to visit the Costco warehouse in Fukuoka, a two-hour drive from Kumamoto, at the end of December. It's almost like an exact replica of Costco in America, except the prices are higher and there are of course many more Japanese goods for sale. But it's the only place in Japan to get distilled white vinegar, peanut butter, Orville Redenbacher popcorn, and Costco muffins. Yes, those Costco muffins.

Fitting a Costco haul into a Japanese car is
a photo-worthy accomplishment. (Hi, Katie!)
It was also a startling reminder of just how long I've been in Japan. We had pizza for lunch at the food court and at first bite I was overcome with such nostalgia that I started to cry. (It was delicious, and with the exception of the distinctly Japanese cheese, tasted exactly the same as home.) Everything was the exact same size as Costco in America, but after a year in the land of tiny cars and a 12-inch "large" pizzas, everything seemed gigantic. It's going to be an interesting transition at the end of my time here.

This year has started out pretty well, if busy. There are still many changes a-coming, and now that I have a full calendar year in Japan under my belt, I have a new resolve to make the most of this last full calendar year as a J-3. There are several ways I hope to step up this year in my faith and service as a missionary. Please pray that God's will be done and that we are able to be strong and courageous to do the work He's called us to do this year.

How good and pleasant it is
when God’s people live together in unity!

Psalm 133:1 (NIV)

Thursday, December 26, 2013

First Kumamoto Christmas.

Some days, being a missionary is a very spiritual experience, a tough and yet fulfilling job as a witness to God's work in the world.

Other days, being a missionary means dressing up like this:

"Santa-chan kawaii!"
("Miss Santa's so cute!")
-the church ladies

During the postlude of the very moving Christmas Eve service at Kuwamizu (in which I distributed candles and sang in the choir), I was quickly ushered into a Sunday School room and stuffed into that Santa dress, already wearing several layers underneath, to lead the people out to go caroling around the various baby, child, developmentally disabled, and elderly homes of the Colony of Love and Mercy. As I stood behind the doors to enter the sanctuary, a church lady went over my lines with me. After the service was over I was to rush into the sanctuary and in my loudest, cheerfulest voice, declare in Japanese, "Good evening everyone! Merry Christmas! Now we're going to go caroling! Please take one of these--" (hold up a candle) "--and gather at the athletic ground! Let's go!" After repeating the lines back to her three or four times--I kept forgetting to say the all-important "Merry Christmas"--she started to ring some sleigh bells and motioned for me to make my entrance.

I think the congregation was as shocked as I was. We stared at each other for a second before they started to ooh and applaud. I took a deep breath and said my lines in probably the loudest Japanese I've ever spoken. (Fear of making mistakes means I usually speak Japanese in a really quiet voice--my volume that night apparently really impressed Pastor Sumimoto.) And then I ran out the door and while waiting for everyone to gather bantered with some kids who recognized me from Sunday School. (It was mostly just them saying "Laura" and me saying "No, Santa" back and forth.)

We had just sung "Silent Night" at one of the homes when the church lady who'd helped me put the dress over my three layers took my arm and rushed me back to the Sunday School room. "Are you going to be on time to the English service?" she asked. "You should probably go change back into your regular clothes now."

"I'm okay, I'm okay," I said as I was escorted along. "I've got an hour still..." But still I found myself back in the Sunday School room with a bowl of hot pork soup and a steaming cup of green tea, which I gratefully devoured before hopping on my bike to Kumamoto Lutheran for the English Christmas Eve service.

Japan's general disregard for the true origins of Christmas bemused me last year and distressed me this year. I've talked before about how secular Christmas is here. It's more or less equivalent to Valentine's Day in the U.S. in level of importance, widespread unawareness of true origins, romantic associations, and confectionery sales. I said in my Christmas Eve entry this year that Luther is still open for extra classes and club activities on Christmas. And while J-3s didn't technically have to be at school on Christmas Day, we did have to opt out of something scheduled for that day. It left all the (all Christian) native English teachers a little taken aback, to be asked to attend something on Christmas at a Christian school.

The message at the International English Christmas Eve service that night was given by a former J-3 who still lives and teaches here in Kumamoto, and touched on that very point. We all know Christmas is more than Santa Claus and ho-ho-ho and mistletoe and presents to pretty girls. But... in truth, at its very heart, Christmas is not about generosity or spending time with loved ones either, as noble as those things are. The meaning of Christmas is God's greatest gift, a gift you don't get bored with one day later, a gift that plants itself in your heart and stays with you all year round. The meaning of Christmas, at its very core, is the coming of God's Son, the Messiah, Jesus Christ.

I'd had a potential blog entry swimming around my head about my frustrations with Japan's widespread ignorance of the sacredness of Christmas and how Santa and his reindeer fly up the side of the Tsuruya Department Store downtown, but if you want a Nativity set you have to bring it in from another country or make it yourself. But it's not my goal as a missionary to open a market for mass-produced manger scenes in Japan.

The message was a much-needed grounding for me. Jesus' love is so far beyond the confines of an annual 24-hour period, so much deeper than the relative mere warm fuzzies of familial love, so much more powerful and wild than a serene Nativity scene would suggest, so much more generous than anything you could put under a tree, so much more fulfilling than the best homemade Christmas feast. The Son of God! God-made-flesh! He came as a baby, born in one of the dirtiest, smelliest places on Earth because God wanted to reconcile us to Him that much. That's a big deal, yo! A bigger deal than having to report to school on December 25, that's for sure.

It's another bolster to my faith, one of the several I've accumulated since landing here almost 14 months ago. Praise be to God for His love and mercy that was born so long ago and is still with us today. Merry Christmas!

Deceptively placid but still appreciated manger scene borrowed from the eclectic collection
at Kumamoto Lutheran to loan to local families in transit who don't have one of their own.
(Note the extra Magi and Joseph.)


For to us a child is born,
to us a son is given,
and the government will be on his shoulders.
And he will be called
Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God,
Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.

Isaiah 9:6 (NIV)

Monday, December 23, 2013

Advent events.

It's the afternoon of Christmas Eve here in Japan, which for the missionary community is the calm before the storm. Each of the five Lutheran churches in Kumamoto City has its own evening Christmas Eve service tonight, and there's also the late-night International English Christmas Eve Service at Kumamoto Lutheran.

Christmas tree lighting at Luther.
It's really the calm in the middle of the storm, when I think about all the Advent- and Christmas-related activities of the past month or so. Along with three Christmas parties, I've been to two Christmas tree lightings, one at Luther and one at the Colony of Love and Mercy welfare organization attached to Kuwamizu, complete with carols and candlelight. We were given candle holders out of empty soda bottles, made by cutting off the bottom of the bottle, turning the whole thing upside-down, and securing the candle on a screw driven through the cap. It's a pretty neat idea, but of course, the candles melt the plastic pretty easily. Many of the kids spend the entire service tilting the bottle to melt the plastic here and there, making interesting and possibly slightly toxic modern art.

Caroling with the third-years.
On Friday, the last day of school before winter break, I woke up at 3:30am to participate in Luther's annual Christmas caroling, where all the seniors gather in a nearby park at 5:25am and sing songs like "Silent Night" and "Joy to the World" in Japanese while walking back toward the school, the students holding candles in those homemade PET-bottle holders. The local press came out with all their cameras to cover it, which was a little distracting. Still, it was a really cool thing to be out proclaiming the true meaning of Christmas, even with the cold.

My desk at the end of the day. The yellow citrus
fruit is called a yuzu, and was handed to me by
the school groundskeeper as we returned to campus.
After warming up with a delicious breakfast of hot pork soup and rice balls back at the school cafeteria, it was time for the Christmas services. The Luther J-3s (Morgan, Patrick, and me) were tapped to play the Three Wise Men in the school Christmas pageant, and when Patrick wasn't available, they recruited the school's Australian exchange student. We were outfitted in tan shawls as our costumes and spoke our lines in English. ("We Three Kings of Occident are," we'd joked.) The service ended with the "Hallelujah" chorus from Handel's Messiah, which the students had been practicing for the past week, and then afterward was a performance by the handbell choir and a secular Christmas medley from the music-specialty seniors. The whole service took an hour-and-a-half, and since the chapel is only big enough to hold a third of the student body at once, it was held three times. (Our poor chaplain!) That afternoon was staff Christmas worship, and then finally it was time to pack up and go home for winter "break." ("Break" is in quotation marks because the school will still be open all week for club activities and required extra classes--and yes, that means Christmas, too. Thankfully none of it is anything the J-3s have to be at school for.)

Presenting gifts to Baby Jesus.
On the English Service side of things, last Sunday we had the annual children's Christmas pageant. It's my first year helping with the International English Sunday School, but the kids are old pros. They called out the parts they wanted to play before I'd even cracked open the book to review. Our usual Mary, a five-year-old girl, was sick that day, so I stepped in as a last-minute replacement. During the pageant, some of the adults joined in, too. (We had more adult angels than kids, I think.) It was a lot of fun.

And now, after a quick costume fitting yesterday (I'm playing "Santa Claus" tonight for the kids around the Colony of Love and Mercy--this should be interesting) it'll be time to crown all these activities with a celebration of the true "reason for the season," a reason most Japanese people are actually almost entirely unaware of. Please pray for the Good News to be spread by churches around the country tonight.

I'll close with the words from the postcards Kuwamizu has been distributing to invite people to tonight's service:

"I humbly offer you this love."
You often hear, "I want to spend Christmas with someone special."
But, in fact, the one who says this is neither me, nor you.
It's God who says it.
This Christmas, please come to church.
"I want to spend this Christmas with you," God says, and is waiting for you.

Kuwamizu sanctuary, decked out for Christmas.

But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord."
Luke 2:10-11 (NIV)

Friday, November 29, 2013

Reflections on a year (and some) in Japan.

Autumn ginkgo leaves through the window of a practice room at school.
It's been one year and four weeks since I first stumbled into a tiny apartment in Tokyo, full of awe and wonder at Japan, hopes and dreams for the next 29 months, and fears about just what I was getting into. (The night before I left, I sat on the couch in my parents' house with a sudden case of the cold feet that brought me close to tears. Moving across an ocean? Being a missionary? Who does that?)

"Squid guts." They were really salty.
The second semester of the school year is well underway and I've been alternately too busy and too writer's-blocked to think of a good way to commemorate my one-year Japanniversary on my blog. I wanted it to be something deep and funny, something that would show my growth as a person or at least show off some of the weird/cool stuff I've eaten/done (in short: jellyfish, shark fin soup [both unknowingly at first], and something our hosts called "squid guts"; gone to a cat café, had a soda at a restaurant where there was a warm foot bath under the table, and caught sight of the emperor's motorcade as it passed through Kumamoto).

This cat at the cat café just stood
here and stared at everyone like
this the whole time.
But the truth is, God sent a very broken person to Japan that night in November 2012. I'd had a hard year and was full of doubts, insecurities, and anxieties accompanied by an overdeveloped sense of self-preservation that was really just self-importance. I was kind of hoping my service in Japan would fix some of those things and turn me into a confident, compassionate, generous, maybe even Christlike person. But looking back on the past twelve months, it seems that my time here has only highlighted my weaknesses.

It's a point I touched on back in August, with English Summer Camp. I often wonder if I'm doing the whole "mission" thing right, with my stumbling attempts at explaining why the Bible is important to a student about to go abroad and my too-long morning chapel messages that make everyone late for first-hour class. Am I here because God wanted me to be here, or am I here because my Japanophile self wanted to be here?

Ginger ale and a foot soak.
I ask God that question a lot, and I never seem to get a straight answer. Maybe it's a question it's useless to even be asking, like those "nonsense questions" C. S. Lewis talked about in A Grief Observed.* (Been on a C. S. Lewis reading binge lately.) Last night was a good reminder that I'm just grateful to be a J-3. It was Thanksgiving and I had delicious nabemono, homemade hot-pot, with a long-term missionary in her cozy apartment while we just laughed and talked together.

I'm a J-3 who bumbles and flounders and hesitates in her attempts to walk with God, and as long as I'm here on Earth I don't think I can get much better than that. Thank God the God I serve can make something out of someone like me, even if I can't see it yet. (You are working on me, right, God? ...Sorry! I'll get back to work...)

Trick-or-treating around school with the junior high English
Speaking Society girls. They make my Wednesdays.

*"Can a mortal ask questions which God finds unanswerable? Quite easily, I should think. All nonsense questions are unanswerable. How many hours are in a mile? Is yellow square or round? Probably half the questions we ask--half our great theological and metaphysical problems--are like that."
C. S. Lewis, A Grief Observed, from the collection The Complete C. S. Lewis Signature Classics (HarperCollins, 2002) 685.


Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
2 Corinthians 12:9b (NIV)

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

A day out: Mount Kinpō.

As I've learned the past six months, the life of a J-3 is busy. On Sundays I'm often at church until past 2:00 (and then again till past 7:00 at the International Service), and on weekdays I'm often at school till past 6:00. My Saturdays are technically my free day but they're often filled with church or school events. I enjoy it--I really do--but it means that I do things like post blog accounts of my summer vacation two months after the fact.

But one nice thing about Japan: they love their national holidays. There's nary a month when I don't have at least one Monday off for things like "Respect for the Aged Day" or "Culture Day" or "Marine Day." Monday was "Health and Sports Day," and I spent it climbing a mountain with my pastor, two of his kids, and a member of my church, Mr. Nakamura.*

Mr. Nakamura is the "principal" of the Kuwamizu Sunday school and also the spryest 71-year-old I've ever met. He also often sits next to me in church and is one of the most enthusiastic members of the newly-formed 5-to-7-member (depending on the Sunday) church choir. "Next Monday," he told me last week after choir practice in his limited English, "Let's climb Mount Kinpō!" He mimed hiking vigorously and told me he loved mountain climbing.

I was hesitant at first (I'm terrible at hiking up mountains; see this year's Golden Week entry about climbing Kishima-dake in Aso with Caroline), but our climbing party would also include an 8-year-old, so I figured it wouldn't be too hard. Plus I do enjoy spending time with members of my church.

We got on a bus at the city's main terminal and rode through the old part of town, then out to the mountains where everything was green and fresh. (I love that Kumamoto City's a place where it only takes a 15-minute bus ride to be in the middle of nature... can't do that in Tokyo!) We disembarked at a rural little crossing with a few houses, shops, and vegetable stands, where Mr. Nakamura bought some mugwort-flavored rice cake dumplings filled with sweet red bean paste. Treats for when we finally got up the mountain.

Mt. Kinpō from the bus stop.
Mr. Nakamura came out of the shop and pointed to a distant verdant mountain topped with broadcast towers. "There it is!" he said. My jaw dropped. All the way up there? Pastor Sumimoto laughed and asked if I was going to be all right. "I'll do my best," I said meekly, prompting more good-natured laughs. "If at any point you're having trouble, let us know," said Pastor Sumimoto.

We walked along a street that ran steeply uphill, reflecting on how quiet and peaceful it was and how nice it would be to live there, except for the giant spiders who had webs every five feet or so. Many houses had large yards (a rarity in Japan!) that had pear orchards and big vegetable gardens. Some set up unmanned makeshift fruit stands with pears and potatoes for sale, and a little open tin to collect the money. Honor system. I quietly lamented the fact that there was no way that would fly in America and made a mental note to purchase something on my way back down.

Finally we got to a little rest area near a forested shrine gate. "Koko wa start point!" declared Mr. Nakamura. Start point? I was already winded by the street hike!

Start point.

The two kids (boys, ages 8 and 13) ran ahead, and Mr. Nakamura and Pastor Sumimoto kept a good pace, but I brought up the rear, breathing heavily. The steep slope, log steps, and fallen leaves made me thing of some of the more strenuous hikes back at my old summer camp. If I could hike to the highest point of Westminster Woods with a bunch of middle schoolers, I could hike up a mountain in Kyushu.

View from a resting place halfway up.
Our rest breaks became more frequent, but Mr. Nakamura would always look at me and go, "Mō sukoshi dakara!" with an encouraging smile. "Just a little further!" Then we turned to start up the steepest staircase yet when a couple of hikers came down and told us the peak was at the top of those stairs.

And there it was. The top of the mountain. There were probably twenty or thirty people up there already, enjoying their picnic lunches. So we settled in to enjoy our own. I hadn't had time to get a lunch beforehand, but Mr. Nakamura had me covered. He handed me a bottle of green tea and standard Japanese snack fare: two onigiri rice balls. One was filled with kishū ume, pickled plum paste, and one with karashi mentaiko, spicy marinated fish eggs. Both were delicious, though pickled plum is my favorite.

Then it was obligatory picture-taking time before we headed back down the mountain. If there's one thing Japan has in abundance, it's good views.

Toward the ocean. To the left is the mouth of the Shirakawa River that
runs through Kumamoto City. Straight ahead (hidden by the haze) is Shimabara, site
of the 1637-38 Shimabara Rebellion. More about the Shimabara Rebellion here.

The journey down was much easier than the journey up, and took probably only a little over half the time. Finally, we reached the quiet street that led back down to the bus stop. Along the way, we nearly bought out this tiny fruit stand:

Akebia fruit and Asian pears, 300 yen (about $3) for a bundle or a bag.

I put my newly-purchased Asian pears in my backpack as we continued back toward the bus stop. "Have you ever heard of akebia?" Mr. Nakamura asked, handing me a hollow, rough, brownish-red fruit. I said no. Pastor Sumimoto added that many Japanese didn't know what it was, either. I looked it up in my phone's dictionary to find its English name was "chocolate vine," to our collective bewilderment. "Like chocolate grapevine?" asked Pastor Sumimoto. We puzzled over the etymology until we reached our destination, two shady benches across from the stop where our bus wouldn't arrive for another 20 minutes. Mr. Nakamura and I sat on a bench and talked about Japanese history while Pastor Sumimoto and his kids relaxed on another one. "America seemed like the best country when I was a kid," Mr. Nakamura told me. "Everyone wanted to go there because it was so rich while Japan was so poor." I looked around at the freshly paved roads and watched shiny new cars whoosh by modern houses. A few weeks ago over Sunday lunch, Mr. Nakamura handed me a piece of chocolate and told me about how during the Allied occupation of Japan, an American soldier gave him chocolate and he thought it was the greatest thing he'd ever tasted. Japan's come a long way in the past 65 years. And yet, there's a spiritual poverty, too, as evidenced in the country's high suicide rate and the fact that in terms of satisfaction with life Japan ranks extraordinarily low, especially for a developed country. It's a unique mission field.

As our bus rolled into town, Pastor Sumimoto, who was sitting next to me, remarked, "It was good to spend a holiday surrounded by so much nature, wasn't it?" It was, indeed. Arigatou gozaimasu, Mr. Nakamura.

The climbing party: from left to right, Mr. Nakamura, the 12-year-old, the 8-year-old, and Pastor Sumimoto.

*Names have been changed.

Your love, Lord, reaches to the heavens,
your faithfulness to the skies.
Your righteousness is like the highest mountains,
your justice like the great deep.
You, Lord, preserve both people and animals.
How priceless is your unfailing love, O God!
People take refuge in the shadow of your wings.
They feast on the abundance of your house;
you give them drink from your river of delights.
For with you is the fountain of life;
in your light we see light.

Psalm 36:5-9 (NIV)

Monday, October 7, 2013

Summer travels.

Between regular classes, extra classes, extracurriculars, sports, and other events, Luther is open most of the year, but there are a couple of occasions when it closes completely. Obon, the annual late-summer Buddhist commemoration of the dead, is one of those times. During Obon, most Japanese people return to their hometowns to clean their family gravesite and pay respects to their ancestors, whose spirits are said to revisit the household altar every year. Many Obon customs are rooted in guiding spirits back home. Obon is also peak travel season, but Caroline and I decided to brave the crowds and make our way back to Tokyo for a few days and then up to northern Honshu to visit some less frequented parts of Japan (and beat the brutal Kumamoto heat). Armed with a special train ticket that allowed us cheap travel on local trains around the country, we stuffed all our supplies into our smallest carry-on suitcases and flew into Tokyo on a budget flight on August 7 to start our journey.

Erik and Tauna, the missionary couple in Tokyo that came to Japan at the same time we did, graciously hosted us as we reunited with old friends from Hongo Student Center and our respective Tokyo churches that we have been missing dearly. It was good to see everyone again, enjoy delicious meals, and hear what's new in that crazy old metropolis. We also had the chance to check off a couple tourist activities we didn't get to when we lived in Tokyo last year:

Number one was a rickshaw ride through Asakusa. (Tokyo Skytree in the background.)

Number two was Tokyo DisneySea, the neighboring Disney park to Tokyo Disneyland.

Then it was on to the north. After ten hours on and off local trains, we arrived in the rural city of Yamagata. After a good night's sleep we woke up the next morning and took a scenic train journey to the temple complex of Yamadera, built into a mountainside.

Bashō and Sora. Photo by Caroline.
Unbeknownst to me at the time, we were (sort of) following part of the path the famous Japanese haiku poet Matsuo Bashō took as documented in his 1689 travel journal The Narrow Road to the Deep North, a book I read (and greatly enjoyed) years ago for a college class. I didn't realize it until we passed commemorative statues of him and his traveling companion Kawai Sora on our way up the mountain. We sweated and climbed up and down countless stairs, and I had to stop and drink water after every flight, but the views were breathtaking.





Bashō wrote of Yamadera almost 450 years ago, but little has changed since then:

Boulders piled on boulders had created this mountain, and the pines and cedars on its slopes were old... Circling around the cliffs and crawling over the rocks, we reached the main temple building. In the splendor of the scene and the silence I felt a wonderful peace penetrate my heart.
Matsuo Bashō, trans. Donald Keene, The Narrow Road to Oku (Kodansha, 1996) 99.

Then we headed up to Matsushima, a bay dotted with hundreds of little pine-covered islands, renowned for being one of the "Three Views of Japan." We took an hour-long "Bashō Cruise." Once again, Bashō is much better at describing things than I am:


There are countless islands. Some rise up and point to the sky; the low-lying ones crawl into the waves. There are island piled double or even stacked three high... Some look as if they carried little islands on their backs, others as if they held the islands in their arms, evoking a mother's love of her children. The green of the pines is of a wonderful darkness, and their branches are constantly bent by winds from the sea, so that their crookedness seems to belong to the nature of the trees... What man could capture in a painting or a poem the wonder of this masterpiece of nature?
Matsuo Bashō, trans. Donald Keene, The Narrow Road to Oku (Kodansha, 1996) 79.

After Matsushima we deviated from Bashō's path and journeyed to the historical samurai town of Aizu-Wakamatsu, our last stop on our trip. Unfortunately, we missed our train, so the journey took a lot longer than we expected, and by the time we stumbled into our ryokan, a traditional Japanese inn, I was suffering from heat exhaustion pretty badly. Thankfully the very hospitable staff let us check in early so I could rest in the room while Caroline went out and explored the town. I gotta say, if you have to have heat exhaustion, a ryokan's not a half-bad place to recover from it.

Exterior of the ryokan. (Photo by Caroline.)

Our room. On the table are the remains of the next morning's breakfast.

Sitting area in our room, facing the garden.

Yukata at a festival--a Japanese summer tradition.
After a bath and delicious local-specialty dinner of fish (both cooked and raw), vegetables, pickles, rice, soup, and tomato jelly for dessert, I felt much better and Caroline and I ventured out in our ryokan-issued yukata (light summer kimono) to see the Bon odori, or Obon dance, going on right in front of the river. A singer and instrumentalists stood on a platform over the river while a procession of people young and old, yukata- and Western-clad, Japanese and foreigner, slowly made their way around the platform, crossing bridges over the river and moving their arms in time with the beat.

Performers on the platform over the river.
(The banner says the festival is sponsored by the local newspaper.)

Here's a short video I took of the dance procession:


When we got back inside, our futon beds were already laid out on the tatami-mat floor for us. So we settled in for our last vacation night, happy but exhausted. It was a great ten days, though we both learned quite a few hard lessons about traveling. (Plan a rest day! Always plan a rest day! Also, count the number of clean pairs of underwear in your suitcase before you hop in the shower.) It was a wonderful opportunity to experience some other parts of Japan, but it also was nice to return to Kumamoto and get back into the swing of things at church and school. An Obon well-spent, I think.

The Lord will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore.
Psalm 121:8 (NIV)

Friday, September 20, 2013

Church in Japan.

Despite over 450 years of contact with Christianity, Japan is less than 1% Christian. For whatever reason, Christianity hasn't really stuck. I've talked about in previous posts about Christmas being seen as a romantic couple's holiday and Japan's long history of persecution of Christians until 140 years ago. The modern Japanese church is small but determined, though--and quite close-knit. (When your numbers are so few, you can't really afford major schisms.)

I work for the Japan Evangelical Lutheran Church, one of the two major Lutheran denominations here. The JELC has 22,000 baptized members spread across 238 churches around the country. The typical church is quite small, and its members skew toward the older end of the age spectrum, a result of the Japanese church's small revival immediately following World War II. (At a national Lutheran teens' camp Morgan, Caroline, and I were invited to in March, there were 94 kids in attendance. My little summer camp back in Northern California has had more teens for a single week of high school camp than there were 12-to-18-year-olds at this national gathering, which was held at a little retreat center in Aso. Compare the ELCA Youth Gathering, which last year saw 33,000 teens fill the Superdome in New Orleans.)

Entrance to Kuwamizu Church (behind the tree). Yes, that's a Shintō
torī gate at the front--there's a shrine further down the street. The church
jokes that one of these days a cross should be engraved on the torī, too.
There are five JELC churches in Kumamoto City, and four are currently served by J-3s. I am assigned to Kuwamizu Lutheran Church, founded in 1932. It's a small church, but very active. Kuwamizu is also connected to The Colony of Love and Mercy, the first welfare organization in Kumamoto. Founded in 1919 by American Lutheran missionary Maud Powlas, it has several homes for orphaned and abused babies and children, developmentally disabled adults, and the elderly, as well as a kindergarten.

Most of my work is based in the church itself. I attend morning worship every Sunday, and once a month hold an English Bible Study after the service. I also help out with Sunday School in the mornings, where the teachers sometimes have the kids practice their English with me. (The most common questions are "How old are you?", "How tall are you?", and "Do you have a boyfriend?" I find all three very amusing, and always answer honestly, except the third one. "It's a secret," I always tell them.)

Recent charity concert in the Kuwamizu sactuary.
Japanese Lutheran church services are pretty much the same as "old-school Lutheran services in America," according to the born-and-raised Lutheran Caroline. We follow the same order of worship every Sunday with the same "Gloria," "Kyrie," "Agnus Dei," and "Nunc Dimittis" refrains. Oh, and we always sing a few verses of Psalm 51 as the plate gets passed. I've also yet to encounter a Lutheran church without a pipe organ here. We sing hymns out of a churchwide hymnal made up of traditional European and American hymns (translated into Japanese) mixed with some Japanese compositions. (Praise bands and worship teams haven't really caught on in Japanese Lutheranism, though the pastor of Tokyo Lutheran himself heads up a rock band. There's a video here, and I highly recommend you check it out. Sekino-sensei rocks out in his vestments.)

Sanctuary of Kumamoto Lutheran Church.
One other important church event in town I'm involved with: the International English Service, every Sunday at 6pm at Kumamoto Lutheran Church. (If you're in town, stop on by! It's the little church on Sangōsen at the Suidōchō intersection, around the corner from the Daily Yamazaki.) We minister to the Christian (and sometimes non-Christian) English-speaking population of Kumamoto. I occasionally lead the service (though we usually leave the sermons to a local missionary pastor), but Katie and I also run a children's program before the service twice a month. It's a good way to get to know some of the missionary and English-speaking kids in town. They're a lot of fun. (And surprisingly good at Twister.)

It truly is a joy to serve the Japanese church, though much of the time I feel like I'm receiving much more than I'm giving. (The hospitality of church members here continues to floor me.) Please pray for this small but dedicated group of brothers and sisters in Christ as they live out the Gospel in an increasingly secular society.

This is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance (and for this we labor and strive), that we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all men, and especially those who believe.
1 Timothy 4:9-10 (NIV)

Thursday, August 22, 2013

English Summer Camp and missionary reflections.

Roasting marshmallows on bamboo sticks,
because we're still in Japan.
At the end of July, Luther held its annual English Summer Camp. 77 students, 4 Japanese teachers, and 8 counselors (including Caroline and me) spent two days and two nights at a camp in the mountains playing games, making pizza, and speaking English. It was still warm and humid there, but the nights were deliciously cool. The dampness also allowed us to build a campfire right on the lawn! (The downside was that if we weren't quick, the air also made our s'mores soggy.) It was a good time.

It was also an example of one of my struggles as a missionary English teacher in Japan. After three summers as a staffer at a Christian summer camp back in the States, I associate camp with deepened faith and spiritual experiences. English Summer Camp was tons of fun, but the spiritual aspect I'm so used to was pretty much limited to prayers before meals.

Luther's chapel.
While 87 years ago Luther started as a missionary school, nowadays less than half the staff and only 3-4% of students are actually Christian. Outwardly, most of Luther's Lutheranism is only expressed in the presence of a school chaplain, mandatory daily chapel, and four American missionary English teachers. (Conversations with other teachers often amusingly go like this: "So how was your weekend? Oh, right, you had church on Sunday, of course.") And while the J-3s deliver chapel speeches regularly, and give Bibles to the kids preparing to study abroad... I'm gonna be honest. Deep spiritual conversations are not a usual part of my daily routine here. It's more like, "A rough draft is the first time you write a paragraph," or "Kōtarō*, wake up," or "Everyone, please repeat: Can you tell me how to get to the post office?" or "Kōtarō, move your desk back to where it was and sit down."

Bust of a suffering Christ outside
the top-floor English classroom.
It of course sparks many feelings of anxiety and inadequacy as a missionary. Shouldn't I end the semester with some kind of altar call or something instead of a fun movie lesson? Shouldn't I try to work in at least one Jesus reference in class? (I tried that in one of my junior high classes during a listening comprehension activity. It ended up sounding awkward and forced. I think I was jumping the gun instead of waiting for the Holy Spirit on that one.)

Sometimes I wonder if God's doing anything with me at all. I get really wrapped up in results. I like getting handed back a paper with a score on it. I can work with that. I can know if I'm "good enough." But the work of the Holy Spirit isn't about being "good enough." It's not predictable, quantifiable, or often even visible. This coming semester, I think I'll focus less on production and output, more on prayer and quiet trust. Thy way, not mine, O Lord.

Fireworks at camp! (There is no electric light in this photo, not even camera flash. All fireworks.)

*Names have been changed.

In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God.
Romans 8:26-17 (NIV)