Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Chapel speech: On self-imposed burdens.

Originally presented at Luther Junior and Senior High School morning chapel, May 29, 2014.

"I can do it myself!" That's what I always told my mom in frustration when I was a kid. When I was little it was when she was helping me use a stapler or cutting my food with a knife. When I was older, it was when she was in the passenger seat teaching me how to drive a car. I wanted independence. I wanted to prove that I could do things by myself with no help from anyone else.

My mom, looking out for me since 1990. (2010 photo.)
When I was learning how to drive a car, I would fight with my mom at every turn. "Watch out for the car coming from the right," she'd say. I got angry when she said things like that, because I couldn't prove that I saw the oncoming car before she'd said anything. I think my frustration made me a worse driver than I already was.

Maybe some of you feel the same way. Maybe you're eager to show how well you can do things by yourself. Or maybe you just don't like asking for help. But there are certain things we can't do by ourselves.

The Bible tells us that God is perfect and righteous, and compared to Him, we're nothing. We can't do anything without the One who first gave us life. There were times when I was learning how to drive when I didn't actually see that oncoming car. If my mom hadn't said anything, I might have gotten into an accident.

Today's Bible verse tells us to "not be anxious about anything." Do you know what anxiety is? It's a burden we put on ourselves. When I was in high school, I burdened myself with proving to the world that I could be a responsible human being… but I didn't know how to be an adult at age 17. There was a lot more that I had to learn… and have to learn still.

Today's Bible verse also tells is to "by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present [our] requests to God." God wants to hear from us in prayer! He welcomes us to give our anxiety over to Him. That is something to truly be thankful for.

Finally, today's Bible verse says that we will receive "peace that transcends all understanding" to "guard [our] hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." When we are anxious, or when we worry, we doubt God's faithful provision in our lives. Jesus once asked, "How many of you can by worrying add a single hour to your life?" (Matthew 6:27). We don't gain anything by holding on to our anxieties, our worries, or our desires to do everything ourselves.

What do you burden yourself with? What are you anxious about? The best way to let go of that burden is to give it to God in prayer. He is always willing to answer those who call on Him in truth. May he fill your hearts with His peace.

Let us pray.

Father God, thank you that you take on our burdens when we call on you. Help us to not hold on to the things that trouble us and let us seek your peace that passes all understanding.

In Jesus' name I pray, amen.

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:6-7 (NIV)

Friday, February 19, 2016

Chapel speech: On forgiveness.

Originally presented at Luther Junior and Senior High School morning chapel, February 4, 2014.

Forgiving is difficult! Have you ever been hurt by someone and decided to forgive them, only to find bitterness and resentment keep coming back?

The Bible tells us to forgive others their sins. In the Lord's Prayer, we ask God to forgive our sins, as we forgive those who have sinned against us. But this is much harder than it seems, isn't it?

The truth is, you and me, we're messed-up people. All of us need forgiveness for things we have said and done. Maybe you've never murdered anyone, but Jesus says elsewhere in Matthew that saying mean things in anger at someone means you could suffer the same judgment that you might get for murder. Seems harsh, right? Being mean to someone is not the same as murdering them.

But the truth is, murder and simple hatred have the same root. You don't murder without first hating. The Bible tells us that humans look at outward appearance, but God looks at the heart (1 Samuel 1:16b). Our hearts are not perfect. Have you ever envied? Have you ever lied? Have you ever spoken badly about someone? Have you ever had trouble forgiving?

Holding grudges fills us with bitterness and hatred. Revenge is even worse. Revenge puts the same guilt and shame of sin on us as well as on the person who hurt us. Even if we don't try and get revenge, being bitter at someone who hurt you is still bad for you and people around you. A famous proverb says "Not forgiving is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die."

Forgiveness does not mean forgetting. Forgiveness does not mean that you have to try to be friends with someone who hurts you, or that it's okay that you've been hurt. Forgiveness means letting go of the bitterness. And often, you have to let go of the bitterness many times, maybe even seven times seventy times, because it tends to come back.

And why do we need to let go of the bitterness? Remember the imperfection of our hearts. We have all sinned. But here's the wonderful, amazing, good news: God forgives, and He forgives perfectly. That is why we forgive, as God has forgiven us. That is why every time we feel the bitterness bubbling up, we can ask God to take it from us. His love is more than enough to cover over our sins, seventy times over.

Let us pray.

Father God, thank you for your forgiveness. Help us to accept your forgiveness and forgive others, as you have forgiven us.

In Jesus' name I pray, amen.

Amakusa. 25 years ago on a rural road here a J-3 was killed when a driver fell asleep at the wheel and hit his bike head-on. The J-3's parents came from the U.S. to his funeral and personally forgave the driver, which made a huge impact on not only her, but also the students he'd taught and even the Kumamoto community as a whole.

Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother or sister who sins against me? Up to seven times?"

Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times."

Matthew 18:21-22 (NIV)

Monday, February 15, 2016

They Followed Him Immediately.

Originally presented in Japanese at Japan Evangelical Lutheran Kuwamizu Church, January 26, 2014.

When I read the story of the calling of Jesus' first disciples, I wonder what those four fishermen were thinking. The Bible says that they left their nets, their boats, even their families, and followed Jesus. Was Jesus already well-known by then? Did the fishermen know anything about what they were getting into? I don't really know.

Even now I know Jesus' true identity as the Son of God, salvation through the Cross, and God's love, but if Jesus were to call me today, would I go? In general, I don't do impulsive things. Before I do something major or make an important decision, to be prepared and avoid looking like a fool, I thoroughly check up on, research, and learn about that thing.

In Kyoto, April 2007.
Seven years ago, before I came to Japan for the first time, I studied Japanese culture, language, history, and traditions. My friends were really interested in Japan, and they were the ones to convince me to go on my high school's Japan trip. At first I thought it seemed like such a long journey, and I hadn't had any overseas experience, so I thought I wouldn't go. To tell the truth, I was scared. Those studies seemed to erase my fear.

Now I've been living in Japan for over a year. Of course, in this time my knowledge of Japan has become greater than it was before I became a J-3. But at the same time, my anxieties and worries seem to also be increasing. That spring break Japan trip seven years ago was fun, but I was just a tourist. I was always with my American friends, and we just visited various sightseeing spots. Now, there are no tour buses or hotels, and I'm living here.

Even so, now that I'm no longer a tourist, my love for Japan is also deepening. Working as a missionary in Japan is like a dream come true. Every day through the kindness of my fellow teachers, pastors, students, and friends, I feel the love of God. Every day in this wonderful country, God grants me new blessings and teaches me more about His deep love. For this I am thankful to Him.

Those four fishermen didn't seem to have time to study or prepare. They may have at least heard of the prophets' messages, or the signs of the Messiah, but they probably didn't have time to really think about that when they saw Jesus. Maybe... maybe when Jesus is near, study or preparation time isn't necessary.

Recently, in morning chapel at school, I heard Psalm 34. Verse 10 particularly struck me. "Fear the Lord, you his holy people, for those who fear him lack nothing," it says. In the Bible, Jesus calls people over and over to follow Him. But at the same time, he also says over and over, "Do not be afraid."

God promises to grant us everything we need. Like the disciples, we have troubles, we wander, and we sin, but if we trust in Jesus, we will stay in God's love, and be filled with Jesus' joy. From the beginning, the disciples sought Jesus more than anything. Today we can't see Jesus, but let us leave behind the worries and burdens of daily life, and earnestly seek Jesus, too.

Let us pray.

Heavenly Father, we thank You for Your love. Forgive us for forgetting your promises. Grant that we may follow you faithfully.

In Jesus' name we pray, amen.

As Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen. "Come, follow me," Jesus said, "and I will send you out to fish for people." At once they left their nets and followed him.

Going on from there, he saw two other brothers, James son of Zebedee and his brother John. They were in a boat with their father Zebedee, preparing their nets. Jesus called them, and immediately they left the boat and their father and followed him.

Matthew 4:18-22 (NIV)

Thursday, February 11, 2016

Chapel speech: On self-worth.

Originally presented at Luther Junior and Senior High School morning chapel, November 11, 2013.

High school graduation, 2007.
My high school seemed like it only wanted its graduates to go to college and nowhere else. The message was repeated over and over. Motivational speakers came to school and told us why we should go to college. Daily we were given information about different colleges all around the state and country. Students' families paid large amounts of money to companies and tutors that claimed to help students get high scores on the SAT, the test that almost all U.S. colleges require.

I felt the pressure, too. As the last year of high school drew closer, I worried more and more about getting into college. What if I didn't get in to a good college? What if all the colleges I applied to rejected me? What if I chose the wrong college for me? My second-to-last year of high school I took classes and joined clubs I wasn't even interested in, just to make my college applications look better. I had to go to college. College was the only way to make yourself worth anything to anyone. That's what the books and the websites and the teachers and the counselors told me, anyway.

I spent the last two years of high school trying to make myself into someone worth being accepted into college, and at the same time, my own sense of worth fell through the floor. I wasn't enjoying my advanced classes; in fact, I was getting the lowest grades of my life and had almost no motivation to try to improve them (except for college applications, of course). I hated doing college applications because I'd have to write essays about how great a student I was while I felt like the most inept human on Earth.

When we try to make our own worth, or when we make our worth dependent on someone else's approval, we will always come up lacking. That's what happened to me when I focused so hard on my college applications. I was so worried about whether a certain college would accept me that I nearly forgot about my Creator's acceptance of me that has always stood.

In the psalm you just heard, the author praises God for having known him from the beginning. God knows all of us more deeply than we know ourselves. He planned your existence, and mine. He thought creating you and me would be a good idea long before we were born. We don't have to prove our worth to God. We don't have to write essays or pass examinations. How could we? God is greater than any of us.

The truth is: we're not even worthy of God's love. We can never earn it, not by obeying all Ten Commandments or by spending all our time volunteering. God is perfect and demands perfection. We're not capable of perfection. How many times have you said something unkind, or ignored someone, or did something you knew you shouldn't?

But this is the depth of God's love for us: "While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." That's from the book of Romans in Bible (Romans 5:8b). Jesus Christ, who is God, took the shame of our imperfection and sin on the Cross so we could be saved and become part of God's family. That is a crazy deep love, from Someone who demands perfection.

So if you feel worthless to your family, your teachers, your peers, a college, or even society, please remember: you're worth everything to God. God knew you and loved you before anyone else did.

Let us pray.

Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for your love. Help us to remember this love and share it with others.

In Jesus' name, Amen.

For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.

Psalm 139:13-16 (NIV)